The village vegetable gardens are almost empty with just a few red peppers and the odd watermelon hanging on, but the marigolds and zinnias, which self seed every year, are still blooming and give off that distinctive autumn scent that defies the sunshine to remind me of bonfires and misty mornings. Jake found a scent so good that he had to cover himself in it, and once I'd checked that it wasn't anything decomposed or defecated, I let him get on with it.
It was such a beautiful day that for the first time in 4 months I felt a bit of hope springing and that maybe life could be enjoyed again. But the curse of 2016 is not going to leave us just yet - a couple of hours later my daughter rang in tears - she has been made redundant, the fate of many in Bodrum I fear. I would say roll on 2017, but I doubt it will have much good news to offer us in Turkey.
It would be lovely if we could all shake away our woes, and cares with a good old roll like Jake, but be kind to yourself, and give yourself time - lots, and lots of it. I have learnt so much from you during 2016.
ReplyDeleteAnd I have loved looking at your gorgeous photographs
DeleteIt has been a bloody awful year. So sorry about Esi being made redundant. So many in the same boat. Hang on to that moment when you felt hope. There will be more moments like that and things will gradually get better xxx
ReplyDeleteEsi has already bounced back - she is lucky to have a very sunny nature.
DeleteWhat rotten news about your daughter....and after such an uplifting walk...
ReplyDeleteThere will be lots more - we roll with the punches
Delete. . never stop the journeying, never stop smelling the roses and never let go of hope!
ReplyDeleteand talking about roses, I have two stunning blooms in the garden now.
DeleteIt stinks, B to B, and it's rough for so many. Really, our hearts go out to you and Esi and everyone that's getting steamrolled by this crisis. 'Redundant' - what's that anyway? Newspeak at work again. Thinking of you xoxo J and M
ReplyDeleteThanks Mark and Jolee
DeleteEnjoy the gorgeous weather, oh, how I miss Bodrum; really hope it gets attention it so deserves; so sorry for Esi, but hang in there, always sunshine after rain, my best wishes. if she fancies a little break, my home is always here for you in Surrey xxx Ozlem
ReplyDeleteThanks Ozlem, we enjoyed the first rain since May today.
DeleteSorry to hear about your daughter, I hope she finds a great job very soon. Your walk sounded so blissful.
ReplyDeleteI have lots to be very thankful for
DeleteApart from the wedding, it's really has been a crap year, hasn't it? Good riddance to 2016.
ReplyDeleteBut the wedding with all our friends made up for the bad bits (or most of them)
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